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Healing Itches

Slowly, life goes on.

I took down "In Memorium" because the loss is so personal and deep, I felt I had held out there for all to see for long enough. Thank you again for all the kind words, support, and condolences. Also, a BIG THANK YOU to Leeann's mom, Marty, for volunteering to help my family and me settle my grandmother's estate. An even BIGGER THANK YOU to Tim for giving me the love, strength, and fortitude to survive this and to handle what needed, and still needs, to be done.

As full of pallid sorrow as I have been, it feels weird to laugh again and to forget, just for a moment, that she's really gone. Each day it grows a little easier, though it still haunts almost every waking minute. Maybe once I settle everything for her, my mind can rest and my heart can heal.

I am extending my blogging hiatus for a few more days at least, after which, I plan to dive back in and write until my hands fall from my arms and scamper away.


Cheers-Thanksalot.

Comments

Tim said…
I love you...

Kisses...(the real kind not the sarcastic kind)
The Megan said…
so, Tim... usually when you say 'kisses', you are just being sarcastic?

*sniff sniff*

*the is what it sounds like, when doves cry*

I agree w/ Leeann... write to your hearts content... reading y'alls blogs is better than working anyday...

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